SIMON says he is cursed by “dark moods” which make him “totally miserable.” Despite a life of luxury, with an estimated $180 million fortune, Cowell admits he is prone to bouts of depression and irritability that lead him to locking out all the people closest to him. He tells Britain’s Daily Mail, “If I went to a psychiatrist, it would be a long session. I’ve always thought that I do have a number of issues that probably need dealing with, because I am quite odd in some ways. I get very dark moods for no reason. Nothing in particular brings it on. You can be having the best time of your life and yet you’re utterly and totally miserable. I get very anti-social, depressed and irritable with people. I don’t have time for them. I can’t make phone calls and stuff. I just sit on my own for days. I’m not sitting in a darkened room rocking. Things might have gone really well and then I torture myself. I cannot believe it. I have to find something to make me miserable. I get to points in my life where I sometimes think I’m never going to be happy. Someone said to me recently, ‘You’re like a human buffet table. Everyone comes and takes something from you and, at the end, there’s nothing left.'”
We can all go through this; the sad part is, most people would not be this real! When you’re this real, you can be helped!
